Drunken Rat

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A while ago, for a number of situational reasons, I decided that I had had enough of living in the least communicative life I had ever occupied. It consisted mostly of me running around like a drunken rat during work hours, and letting unspoken things dominate my personal life. I became a high-functioning nervous wreck, ...

A Younger Me

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Middle age comes on hard. People like to say it's a state of mind. I don't disagree, but there are elements that are unavoidable, regardless of your mindset. I often times think about what I would say to a younger "me". It's seems like such a waste that despite all of the mistakes I've made, they will have ...

Giving up the Ghost

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From November, 2015: What am I missing? What am I not seeing? I'm in a club so full of smoke that I can't distinguish things 2 feet in front of me. It's a long time before I realize that this is strategic. Again, what am I missing? I'm not sure how I ended up in this place. But ...